chapter five

howies heart broke as she said those words to him he reached out to take her hand but she pulled away from him "cameron you couldnt be more wrong yes i am getting married and yes i do love her but looks dont have anything to do with it you are beautiful yourself" howie said then he sighed and pulled her to him cameron tried to pull away but couldnt howie raised her face to his and kissed her forehead and sighed " if only i would have met you a year ago cameron you are beautiful and if i could i would turn back time and i would find you and go out with you" howie said as he gently kissed her cheek... cameron breathed in his smell and sighed then she looked at him "howie please stop we can be friends but thats it but how do i pretend that i dont have feelings for you when i do " she kissed howies cheek and pulled away and went to the door " good night howie". cameron said as she walked out closeing the door behind her. her best friend was waiting on her when she came in "well what did he want you have to tell me everything" brianna told cameron then she saw the look of pain in her friends eyes " i dont know how i can do this i mean i really dont know how much longer i can do this he is getting married and i have to pretend i dont love him bri what do i do" cameron said tears flowing from her eyes as she went to her bed and laid down. brianna just stood there in silence then she spoke "oh my poor cameron i know it hurts i wish i could do something" then she had an idea she would go to howie herself and asked what happened. cameron got up early and packed her bags then she walked out to go to the airport. brianna woke up and went to wake up her best friend but cameron was gone brianna called everyone on the floor to see if cameron was with them but they all said no the only one she hadnt called was howie and she was about to when brian offered to go look for her howie sat on his hotel bed and tried to figure out how to make cameron understand and get her not to leave when there was a knock on the door howie got up and went to it "hey howard i thought i would suprise you and by the look on your face i did just that" leigh said as she walked in. howie composed hisself and walked up to his soon to be wife kissing her" you sure did suprise me baby i have missed you how is everything" he said. leigh sighed "same old same old i hope i wasnt interupting anything" she said as she sat on the couch. nick knocked on howies door and howie opened it " d man i came to tell you brianna is thinking about leaveing the tour and her friend is gone " nick said as he walked passed howie stopping to see leigh. howie sighed then said " ill talk to bj in a few mins right now i am busy and as for her missing friend get sercurty on it" then he lead nick out the door and whispered "find her nick and when you do bring her back here" cameron sat at the airport waiting for her flight to be annouced when a males voice startled here " hey cameron i didnt think i would see you here may i sit with you" brian asked. cameron didnt look at him but nodded then sighed she knew why he was here and she wasnt going to be talked into going back to the hotel her mind was made up she was going home and then she was going to put this whole mess behind her and forget about howie.